Kabirji - A Spiritual Thought Provoker

I have been listening to Kabirji's Songs lately. I have read and listen to them in past, however, it is only now that I am realizing that his words are very thought provoking. On the outset he sounds very lucid and quite witty but if you think, he is very profound and ingenuous. I mean he is bold enough to say,

Bhakti Panth Bahut Kathin Hai, Rati Na Chale Koi;

Niradhar Ka Khel Hai, Adhar Dhaar Ki Chuk;

Bhakti Tu Haili Gurunki, Nahi Kaayar Ka Kaam;

Shish Utare Haath Sau, To Hi Mile Neej Dham.

This blows my mind away. Do I have courage to seek enlightenment by giving up all that is so dear to me. Or do I have double minds. I would love to share these songs with you all if I could. I know your thoughts would be more coherent than me and also more interesting!

Rev. Babuji still relevant?

I wonder if Rev. Babuji is still revelant in my life today! I close my eyes and "The Divine Light Exists in My Heart" thought automatically commences. A slight sense of disconnection with the rest of the World is felt. Yes, Reverend Master is absolutely relevant in my life today. And more so than ever before. I believe that this gloomy backdrop will soon end and the warmth will soon return. At present, I am reading some Gujarati translation of Babuji's work done by Rev. Madhubhai and team. Samskars have surely stopped to acumulate.

My quests

Many times I ask myself, what am I really seeking in this life? For starters, What is the purpose of life? Why we are born? Why do we always desire? Are thoughts and desire same? Why do we feel happy or sad? Why do we ultimately die? Who is the real you behind you? I cannot just go on living a mundane life! Have you ever pondered all these questions!! Why all the manifestations? Let's search for the real "I" which is like a lamp in the movie projector! Remember the lense is the 'mind' projecting everything - your thoughts and desires.