Rev. Babuji still relevant?

I wonder if Rev. Babuji is still revelant in my life today! I close my eyes and "The Divine Light Exists in My Heart" thought automatically commences. A slight sense of disconnection with the rest of the World is felt. Yes, Reverend Master is absolutely relevant in my life today. And more so than ever before. I believe that this gloomy backdrop will soon end and the warmth will soon return. At present, I am reading some Gujarati translation of Babuji's work done by Rev. Madhubhai and team. Samskars have surely stopped to acumulate.

My quests

Many times I ask myself, what am I really seeking in this life? For starters, What is the purpose of life? Why we are born? Why do we always desire? Are thoughts and desire same? Why do we feel happy or sad? Why do we ultimately die? Who is the real you behind you? I cannot just go on living a mundane life! Have you ever pondered all these questions!! Why all the manifestations? Let's search for the real "I" which is like a lamp in the movie projector! Remember the lense is the 'mind' projecting everything - your thoughts and desires.